About Fear...
There's something about fear. It will kill you before you die. Fear will make you do some stupid stuff. You'll look back and wonder what in God's name you were thinking. But yes, that's actually the issue, you weren't thinking. You had resident fear.
Fear sat so comfortably in your subconscious, you projected, you moved without imagining your outcomes, you acted without thinking about your results, you sowed without considering your harvest. Your instincts and impulses were your greatest drivers, and because those too were coloured and flawed because of your programing and conditioning you were getting results that aren't exactly what you wanted.
Fear will make the wise appear foolish. It will make the strong weak, it will deaden your ability to progress and create magic like the diety that you are. Fear will make you operate on a very low level of knowledge, assumption.
Many think fear is that thing that you feel when afraid, it's more than that. Your heart doesn't have to beat faster than normal or your adrenaline elevated, no. Fear is what comes on you when you no longer move in love, love for yourself or for your neighbour.
Fear is why you'll not accept what is or move with the flow. It is why you hold on to stuff and people so tightly, why you won't allow perspectives and realities that differ. Fear will take you farther than you want to go and demand more than you're willing to give.
Fear is an enemy. I wrote a call to action and about the opposite of a fear here. Follow the link. It will bless you.